THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX SINCE '92

Play the part

its funny how one person can change the outlook you have on your own life, but also realizing the fact that you’ve been wearing a mask for so fucking long you forgot who you actually were. Its kinda like when peter parker started going all black spider-man then strayed from actually doing what he set out to do, obviously i dont see myself as spider-man cause hes to badass for me, if i had to compare myself to a super hero….hmmm…thats actually a good question….back to the main point of this, i personally believe that everyone has a part to play, just whether you try and play a part thats not yours…and thats clearly what ive been doing, if you ask people about me you’ll probably get he’s funny but also a douche bag/asshole/jerk….but the funny thing is im not actually that, i’m actually a sensitive shy guy who knows more about fashion and girl stuff than any guy needs to know, no im not gay, i was just slaved by my two older sisters :p….i’ve changed so much just in the last year alone, i went from the tall douche bag you tried to wheel every girl he saw to the tall shy sensitive guy who has his eyes one girl, sure you might say well chett, that cant be.. thats not you at all… to that i say well try and actually get to know me and not judge me from how i appear :)

choosing to be yourself is better than playing any part, no matter how kick-ass the part seems 

-Chett

Decisions

i have a friend…hahaha thats a good one chett you have a friend, highly unlikely… ok well i know this girl….hahaha you know a girl, pfft try again..ok let me finish this note then judge…so i was just having a fun conversation with this girl about decisions, and she doesnt know whether she made a bad one or not, well let me put it this way all decisions are made based on what we think is right at the time the decision is made..a lot of people are hating on her cause of this.. in my many many many years of experience, ive just learned to not care what people think of me..that might sound bad but really if you think about it, its just a decision i made..and whether you like it or not you cant change it….ok so this is whats up, her boyfriend smokes dope..ok not bad..he lied to her about it to “protect” her..alright kinda bad..and now she started to smoke pot..oh fuck..shes kinda a hypocrite..shes always been against drugs since ive met her..now i personally think shes doing this for the wrong reasons and shes scared, i can see it in her eyes whether she admits it or not…ive been down the road of doing drugs and i don’t want her to experience that..i did it for the wrong reasons, i did it because everyone else was..but i know shes better than that..and shes gotta stop before it goes any further….i may not talk to her much anymore, cause we seem to fight like a married couple…but i want the best for her, i want her to see what i see..that shes a beautiful, smart and a rather tall girl…and once you get into drugs all that goes away…she doesnt think shes smart now..oh just wait :)…do you really wanna turn out like Brittany Scott?..i cant tell you what to do..i cant tell you whats right for you..and i cant make your decision for you…thats all up to you kiddo :) just do whats right for you……”Life brings up decisions that are hard to face but in the end, its not life that decides them”

Chett

The Impossible

That’s impossible, its never going to happen..how many times in your life have you heard someone say that to you..i’m guilty of telling people that and i know you are to. My good buddy Goat is going thru a rough patch right now and i feel somewhat responsible for it, for i went thru the same thing..see he likes this girl..who i also had feelings for, for about a year…but i gave up on that…but not him, he doesn’t know the meaning of defeat..this whole time hes been getting ripped on for liking this girl by all his friends, sadly including my self..now hes to afraid of attempting anything towards this girl.. i personally feel like a bad friend because i tried to hold him back on this when i should be encouraging him, which i have started doing. it is my goal to do everything possible to help him out with this scenario…im not the greatest friend in the world but im trying, you gotta realize nothing is impossible as long as you believe in your self and your goal…if only i followed my own advice i might be somewhere in life. So me and goat have a party to attend to later today, which of course the girl is going to..its hard not to like a girl you hang out with all the time cause you get to know her so well…well most people..i have known her for 2 years..i really dont know much about her…now in the last month that ive been hanging out with goat he knows more than me about her..which makes me feel like a jackass for not getting to know her….truth is there was a time she liked me..but we decided nothing was going to come of it because of our friends..yea get that because of our friends..hopefully one day soon our friends can mind there own fucking business and go read a book or something..i believe if he keeps doing what hes doing she eventually realize she has feelings for him..than i shall feel like my job as a friend is complete..im pushing to his goal everyday…think of it like this..were driving and the car breaks down..instead of letting him push the car by himself im out there with him helping push..cause in the end of the day nothing is better than a helping hand

Chett

Relationships

A lot of people think relationships are pointless, i myself was one of those people until recent. There’s also a lot of people who want a relationship for the wrong reason…such as sex, you’re probably asking yourself well hes a guy all he wants is sex blah blah blah.. OK women there is something important you need to know about guys THERE NOT ALL THE SAME..just cause you got fucked over by one guy doesn’t mean all guys are assholes, dicks, selfish bastards..i can gone on for days with that but i wont..a good friend of mine had a conversation about this topic recently and he said thing he hate the most about women is that they think we’re all the same..hes been cheated on twice..he doesn’t go running around saying ALL WOMEN ARE CHEATERS..cause that would be the exact same this all women saying all me are assholes and just want sex..here’s a good question for you, what does a relationship mean to you? to me a relationship is the learning stage…its when you get to know your partner..its not about sex and whatevs..you know sit down and talk until she falls asleep in your arms then you kiss her on the forehead…it really really pisses me off when people throw around “Love” like its dime a dozen…well here’s a reality check for you kiddo you’re 14 the only thing you should love is your family and a nice pair of shoes…it bugs me when i see a couple they’re like 14-18 years old and they’re confessing there love for each other..i’m 19 i have never been in love..you’ll probably say but Chett you’re only 19 there is lots of time..i know thats why it bugs me to see these kids running around…i love you i love i love you..were gunna be together forever..they say this the day they start dating..then the next day they break up..does love mean nothing anymore? maybe it means nothing to you but not to me…i hope to fall in love one day and have a nice family..but hey who knows what the future brings.

Chett

Super Social

i hate people…if youre a person i hate you…ummm let me rephrase that i hate stupid people…you might be asking yourself..but Shane wouldn’t you classify your self as stupid..haha well my friend i may act stupid cause thats what im made out to be by everyone else, when in fact i’m not a fucking retard :) i just choose to because its a lot better then being a square….just think of it as im a circle..and if i wanted to i could fit in with the squares..ive never been the care what people think about me kinda guy, i just think there is a point where i’m going to have to care..that time is clearly not now..i’m honestly just gunna leave it up to the sandman to inform me when this time is.

Chett